fall into perspective
Monday, January 5, 2009
my cute kaito kun doing the caramelldansen and making a heart with his fingers.^^ had fun visiting him that day. he was like "mom, a heart for you!(makes heart with fingers)" i was like: awwww....^^.
my darling... i cant wait to take you home. be paitient, mommy will get you real soon kay? T~T
kaito: "ok, i love you mommy.^^"
me: TTATT.....
yesterday... was great.^^ went out with wendy. lol. was supposed to meet her at 8.40 but ended up waking at like 9.40(sorry once more >.<). its all because i stayed up to MSC my girl and i fell asleep waiting for it to dry. lol. we ended up almost going out the entire day thou we just planned on meeting for breakfast. hahaix! was at parkway then moved on to suntec. talked alot on our lives, our loves and also emo-ed abit now and then. lol.^^ funny, i never thought we could have gone out so normal like before. always thought it was awkward. but somehow the quiet was strangely peaceful-like. that really lifted my spirits frm yesterday la(thanks so much dear friend^^). thou i havent finish my 1000word assignment, it was pushed far frm my mind.
the second half was like super great too. lol. i didnt know this day would turn out this awesome, but it did. XD finally talked to her on msn... dunno why seem so close again. but somehow i dont want to believe it for fear that if i dream, it will all come crashing down. she sorta asked me out... i guess. i dont want to believe this too. haiz... maybe what she ment by hanging out is like "meet you at the event!". nothing more than that T-T. maybe im the one dreaming. haiz...
the second half was like super great too. lol. i didnt know this day would turn out this awesome, but it did. XD finally talked to her on msn... dunno why seem so close again. but somehow i dont want to believe it for fear that if i dream, it will all come crashing down. she sorta asked me out... i guess. i dont want to believe this too. haiz... maybe what she ment by hanging out is like "meet you at the event!". nothing more than that T-T. maybe im the one dreaming. haiz...
